Hehe, as you can tell, I don't have a problem talking about it all. Just that no one really asks, which is okay, people only really say anything when it's public. But of course there are real smiles, or I would have lost my mind a long time ago, I'm sure! I'll be sure to keep my attitude positive. For everyone's sake.
I'll let you know some then. :P I can't find a job after trying for 3 years. I can't seem to get a real girlfriend, while I'm 21. (Had some online ones, never a real relationship.)
Friends don't want to talk to me even though I give much time to help with their problems.
Other things, but smiles still! No one has to know anything. :)